Friday, September 29, 2006

...ur rolling too,with some new lover

  • I look at her...and i want to drop everything to spend as much as i could with her.
  • Im working...and im planning to teach myself each and every graphics software that exsists.
  • im shopping...matching clothes 'suddenly!' dont seem all that bad... and im determined my days of going out with what everybody(except me) would define as pajamas..are OVER!
  • Im downtown...and i wanna sit on some stairs and never get up.
  • I remember God.....and nothing seems worht it anymore.
  • I see a sketch...and the right thing is to isolate myself someplace til i get over whatever that is thats keeping me from holding a pencil or taking out the water color set.
  • I hear the word 'Architecture'....and life is architecture.
  • I see a palestinian child...and im about to throw myself there to fight.
  • I feel music...and im a loooser for not playing in some band.
  • i read a book...and my home's set looks absurd...i should be traveling around the world.
the list goes on and on... i really have to chose?

Friday, September 15, 2006


a restricted horizon ..
What happens .. ?

Tuesday, September 12, 2006


when u can hear clearly

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Why sleep?

i want to swallow the world.....or.....will the world swallow me?

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

and now i realize...

shame on me...

when i mention soo bluntly that im not doing this for people,i write a post that is directly dedicated to people...VERY tipical fof me....i say i wanna do something...and there goes every obstacle in the world to stop me from going through with it...i mention i'll never do something...and somehow end up doing it...thats why i have to keep my mouth shut!...i SHOULD have!...thats where the "speechless" came from aslaan!
(still hostile..)
anyway...looks like most people dont know what happened to the towers of Jordan gate a couple of weeks ago....which is weird,u can usually find whatever happens in Amman in blogs...but this was....obscured....?
well..not anymore...
so...i dont know which friday was that...mum woke me up around 6:45 a.m. telling me one of the towers is on fire...i immediatly got up...grabbed the camera...and went upstairs to get good shots...she said it had been going on since 6:00 a.m....maybe before...she heard people screaming...huge masses falling....thank one was hurt...since it happened and ended before workers got 7....which is also beyoond weird...friady morning...6:00 a.m....??!
there were theories about it....
my brother then went out there...n took more pictures of it...but.........his were soo much different than mine!!
There goes my brothers shots....:

i really dont know whats burning...maybe part of 'el-toobar'...though im almost sure it wasnt of wood....

after the fire was put down,it looked just the same,with some black stains.
Hopefully,there were no serious damages....they are supposed to use fire-resistant materials for huge projects like that............right?!

"one of" my stupid sleepy shots....i went up there...n took pictures for the wrong tower-thinking it was over and im shooting the damages-...thats when i realized i never really woke up...n went back to sleep...'sigh'

Monday, September 04, 2006


i dont like letting people down for no reason..though i really cant figure out why...i mean,i can answer this whole tag with....WHO CARES?
bs yalla....Abed...merci for the gesture...and fee3!

1)Do you like the look and the contents of your blog ?

content ..hmmm...
since i did create each and every post in gonna have to go for...YES!
As for looks,i "surprisingly" dont care...u'd think a designer would want to make everything around her look unique....this is just....not on my top priorities.

2)Does your family know about your blog ?

some do...some dont...

3)Can you tell your friends about your blog ? Do you consider it a private thing ?

the friends who somehow developed an "accidental" or "compulsory" interest in know...

4)Did your blog positively affect your mind? Give an example.

yeah i made me dig.

5)Do you just read the blogs of those who comment on your blog ? or you try to discover new blogs ?

VERY few bloggers have earned my respect and were able to maintain it.
those are the one's i read for...:)

6) What does the number of visitors to your blog mean ? Do you use a traffic counter ?

nothing,i repeat,im not doing this for people,im not trying to tell anyone what they want to hear,i actually try to aviod talking about things that would make people blabber a lot,and im not 'in any form' trying to entertain anyone
no offence people...B)..but im doing this for strictly selfish reasons.

7)Did you imagine how other bloggers look like ?

sure..not in detail...

8)Do you think that blogging have any real benefit ?

it has to...!

9)Do you think that the blogsphere is a stand alone community, separated from the real world ?

ooh no!...
The jordanian blogsphere is just exactly....Ammaaaan...

10)Do you think that criticizing your blog is useful ?

i dont think there's anything to criticize...
u can disagree with me....
shoo criticize a blog...who r u aslan to do that?!

11)Do some political blogs scare you ? Do you avoid them ? Does arresting some bloggers in the Arab world surprise you?

politics is the filthiest thing ever....
dont beleive in it...
not ready to discuss it.
hate it...
and nothing suprises me around it anymore.

12)Have you ever thought about what might happen to your blog in case you died ?

im gonna have to be thinking about my blog in the first place....

13)Which blogger had the greatest impression on you ?

Wael Attili.
Abu shreek.

14)Which blogger you think is the most similar to you?

oh please!
there's no one-even close-to similar to me in real life...

15)Name a song you want to listen to.

Nothing?..(which provides im gonna have to be on vacation somewhere as far as transportation altogether could get me from here...:)..)
but on second gonna try to sleep on these :
The dire straits-Romeo and juliet
The corrs-Dreams
Norah Jones-The wurlitzer prize

16)Ask five bloggers to answer these questions on their blogs.

cant pretend...
im just not interested....B)

i a bit hostile tonight...