Friday, September 05, 2008

no one knows

...that most days,when i decide to have my coffee walking around the dinning table,i spill drops of coffee on the salon's carpet,and on my PJ's of course.tiny little non-cleanable drops.but at this rate...in 5 years,the carpet will definitely be darker...

..that i have to add/remove a very small amount of any powder i cook with.after i add the desired amount of 'spoons'.

...that i have to distribute the toothpaste evenly on my toothbrush in order to brush my teeth.but im almost over that one.

...that i have to find the right outfit for 'almost' everyday when im getting dressed,meaning combinations that had been worn and proved comfortable previously cannot be repeated so randomly. they have to suit the aura of that day.

...that i still peek at the car's speedometer when im changing gears.

...that i plan my daydreaming just like anything else within my day.

...when there are tiles,i would rather not step on the edges as i walk.and i actually make an effort.

....that i believe i like people according to their smell,though im never really conscious of that sense.

...that my favorite times of day are those in the car,and in the shower.

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this wont end today.
i love chocolate.

11 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well, no one knows..

..that when I walk on the footpath, I make a huge effort not to step on any ants.. and I have been since I was 12..

..I've been buying sketch books and giving them away because I can't bring myself into starting one..

.. I do the speedometer thing!

..and no one knows, that I don't exist anymore.. floating between two worlds.. two names, and millions of identities..

12:28 PM  
Blogger Dozz said...

no one also knows i wish i had existed at a time when roles and expectations were defined,characters were clear,and options were limited.

1:31 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi ..

The daydreaming thing : you should consider this a "special" thing in you because it has something to do with a profound thing in you .

And , regarding thw wrong word-group: Ooops .. I didn't pay no attention!!

Sorry

10:12 AM  
Blogger Dozz said...

fadi,
merci,it feels like that sometimes,but then...you drift away from reality..
as for the word group,its okay..you get another shot ;)

12:53 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanks Dozz ..

12:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

expectations were defined.....
options were limited....
why?
defined expectations kills ambition....
options is freedom....

did u wish u had that simple life?
the best thing you'd ever have, is thinking what to do after u get "a goal", that would be turned into achievement..

2:37 AM  
Blogger Dozz said...

but there goes the never-ending confusion between positive and negative...convenience and inconvenience...inadequate,enough,and excess...
i mean,i agree but in the end,all we want is some peace of mind...so branding characters might work.

hoping you would chose a world,and sink ;)

3:06 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

well, dozz, u're right about the confusion, but,
peace is relative to what kind of life u're having, u have to look around, not to compare, but to realize how lucky, or miserable u r !
we have to keep moving between those two tracks, between tough and peaceful life…
you have to do that in order to define each of them, at least for your own…
don’t give up !

the tiling thing, I try to step every 2 or 3, depends on the size !! :)

10:33 PM  
Blogger Dozz said...

:)

3:16 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

doooozzz tea...i dropped by..dont know why..and..now I know about the coffee thing... and avocado knows too :D .. ur secret is safe...

5:00 AM  
Blogger Dozz said...

ahlan ahlan :D
tell avocado fadaye7 ma bid-na...i know so many things about his ma!

3:40 AM  

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