maple,and peacan interrupted

its 2:15...and i wont sleep...im trying to absorb things,the desk,the glass partitian,the snow,the lights,the vents,the robotic tones,the bare trees,the chill....i dont know if it was any of those,or is it my sister,that bookstore,the urban decay,the coffee,the long rides,the vibrant city,or the endless possiblities..is it that i have suspended my life for the past wo weeks,is it the surreality,or the reality of this place that makes me not want to leave??

my sis,

the challenge,

toronto has captured my heart,and i have no desire what-so-ever to get back to amman.its sad how one's desires can become 'twisted' common sense.

darn this blog is turning into something i dont like..