was talking to myself 2 minutes ago , so passionately...that i thought why not write it down here so i wont forget what was i thinking in this phase of my life-as i always do.....like now,i cant remember how was it like a year ago....
anyway...i was talking about names...they'r giving me hard times lately that i was trying to convince myself that names dont mean a thing...right?....i mean,whats in a name?...its just a couple of letters in a certain configuration....i did read once that emphasizing on peoples' names gets them high....but am i the kind of person who cares to boost people's self esteem...not really..i reached this point,where i cant tell the difference between the people i see daily,but never had any conversation with,and the ones that i chatted with once or twice....since i cant recall the names of both categories....oh well...if you happen to not know me and i suddenly gave you a big smile and started talking...now you know where i come from.
speaking of people....i never realized how hard it is surviving in this world without projects...turns out my projects...are my savior....if it wasn't for them,i'd be stuck in a vicious loop of people and food my whole life.....and THAT.........would be scary.
Bottom line is,the name-directory seems to be missing in my brains....im not sure if it can be retrieved.
any idea on 'HOW' one does stop dreaming and building imaginary castles,and actually work?!